oh well :o)

I went to WI last night and maintained, like down to the last ounce. I’ve never done this before, and I’m not sure how to take it. My hubby said that he thought it was good because I’m experiencing heinous TOM, but it’s so dull that I can’t even process it. Like if I had lost I would have been excited, and had I gained I would have geared up to start kickin booty this week, but no change? It’s odd. Don’t get me wrong, I’ll take it, and maybe I’ll have an extra big loss next time.
I really really want to break the 190’s so I can get some more clothes. Yesterday I said that I felt heavy, and I still do, but when I was picking out my clothes this morning I went through a pile of them because nothing fit. They were all too big. :o) I’ve never had a hard time finding an outfit because everything was too big. After years of making things work even though they may be too snug! It’s a great feeling, and I know that I’m losing something somewhere even though the scale isn’t registering it yet. Yay!
Do any of you know anything about spray on tans? I’m going to have to do something to wear this yellow dress and obviously getting a real tan is out of the question. I guess I’m lucky that I can’t tan. Since I have to be so careful out in the sun, it’s not such a hassle to me. Plus I’ve read that tanning beds are addictive.
See? There’s a silver lining to everything. :o)
Have a great OP day!